(CNN)"Bachelorette" Katie Thurston is one week distant from hometown dates and says she's excited astir the guys who she has recovered a "connection" with.
"I'm really truly excited going into this week with this halfway radical of guys who I person connections with and hopes for," Thurston told hosts Tayshia Adams and Kaitlyn Bristowe astatine the opening of Monday's episode. "It conscionable feels similar a caller start."
She did adhd she is besides feeling conflicted.
"I don't cognize who my last 4 guys are," Thurston said. "I'm struggling a small bit, due to the fact that this week I person 2 one-on-ones. And successful immoderate ways, I privation to proceed these beardown relationships I person and usage that to conscionable fortify our relationship, particularly heading into hometowns."
The remaining men were Brendan Scanzano, Mike Planeta, Greg Grippo and Andrew S.
Thurston and Grippo had the week's archetypal one-on-one day wherever they shared oysters and played football.
"After spending contiguous with him, I consciousness precise assured successful our relationship," Thurston said successful a confessional. "I conscionable request him to truly spot successful this and beryllium diligent and anticipation that astatine the extremity of it, it was worthy it."
Thurston ended up eliminating Andrew, but fell isolated aft she fto him go, saying she "wasn't afloat confident" astir sending him packing. The adjacent morning, helium slips her a note, "If you alteration your caput ... I'll beryllium waiting."
When she changes her caput and invites him to stay, helium rejects her.
"I wanted to accidental yes. I'd emotion thing much than to beryllium with her," helium said successful a confessional. "She f---ing sprinted down the stairs, and I said no. But I privation my aboriginal woman to take maine and, you know, I wasn't chosen. So I had to accidental no. I don't privation to spell done this with her again. I don't privation to beryllium lasting astatine a roseate ceremony, waiting for her to not take me."